Friday, January 27, 2012

1 week down...

two weeks into the semester...one week into aaron being gone.  ugh!  this week has actually been a rather productive one.  i have found a new place i enjoy going to get work done...panera.  thank you!  a nice hot tea and a booth and i'm ready to go.  i thought at first it might not work as i am easily distracted while working, but i feel i have gotten far more done there than i would ever get done in this dreaded apartment!  there is no room for work to be done in this place...ha! 

i have been able to keep myself in check with aaron gone...sunday sucked like no other...the rest of the week has been pretty good.  had a slide momentarily one night...but back on track!  i walk in the apartment and the first thing i notice is the pair of shoes that he couldn't stand to part with at boot camp.  this prompted us to make a very quick stop at goodwill on our way to the recruiter's office on sunday.  these shoes are so old...and he realizes this, but he just couldn't find it in him to part with them.  i like this about aaron!  :)  i may get old..but maybe he won't want to part with me either!  haha  fingers crossed! 

my running has gone right into the gutter this month...i jacked my foot up at the beginning of the month...i have taken time off and each time i try to go back it is not healed.  saw our trainer...possible sprain of a joint in the foot.  she is also a little skeptical of a possible stress fracture.  this would = one pissed off girl!  while i'm not sure about my running a marathon plans...i still like the possibility of being able to go outside and run when i want to!  

while this hasn't been the best week...there have been certain bright spots.  i am thankful for that otherwise it could have quite possibly ranked as the worst year ever!  it's time to begin accepting who i am and what i can offer and go with it.  i am not the smartest, the prettiest, best writer, coach, etc.  but i know what i can do and i will do those things to the best of my ability.  i have high hopes that the next 14 weeks will fly by and the work that i turn in will be sufficient enough to allow me to graduate with my degree.  if not, i suppose i am back at square one.....and then i'll simply figure it out from there.  so it goes:) 

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