it's been awhile again...

it's been awhile since i've written here. i got caught up in my other blog...and i feel like i actually have less time to get stuff done now that i've moved home. which is odd!! but i'll get it all squared away eventually.

i am in waves, north carolina for my last night of vacation. it's been a great week and i am not ready to leave. i love it here and i wonder regularly if i would still love the beach as much if i lived here constantly?? do you think it would wear off? sometimes i feel like i was meant to be near one...i suppose that's possible!

aaron and i share a journal that we write back and forth in...and it's always exciting to receive it. but this week i kept it and haven't sent it back and won't do so until next week. so i took it upon myself to write about a few different topics each day while i was here...so 8 days of vacation = 8 different topics. i felt like it gave me a chance to reflect upon myself and find some things that i really wanted to find out. it doesn't mean any of that went into the journal necessarily...but i felt like i thought a few more things out while i was sitting and bumming on the beach all week! you want to talk about a serious beach bum...that would be me. i think i managed to spend at least 6 hours on the beach each day...if not 6, then damn close! but those 6 hours allow you to do a lot of thinking when you're just chilling.

i don't know where things go from here...my job ends june 30 and i don't currently have anything lined up. my only current plans are to continue painting for my double cousins...which is great because i also find painting to be extremely relaxing. so while i wait for a potential job to work out, i will continue to be a painter! i have a few things in the works and it would be great if they would work out. still gotta plan my personal training test too so i can get to work on that! things have the potential to be very good for me soon. :) just patiently waiting.

bodybuilding...

Posing practice began Monday with Shawn....and yesterday I could only manage to get my right lat to show its little face! Persistence paid off though! Continued to practice today...and I nailed it tonight! I am able to get both out and showing now!!!  Still a little rough with the left, but practice will continue to prove irreplaceable! Judge for yourself!!! 

As I continue to practice and add poses, I will continue to update! :)  Stay tuned!